Hard Work Goes
Funny, how it feels like
the more hard work I put into something
the worse I do
When I'm rushing am I stressed or bored?
I think I'm trying to do it well
but I'm doing it fast
and that's not
the same
thing.
When I say I'm trying, am I really
doing all that I can?
What is effort?
Is it worth it to try even
if I know I'm going to fail?
When I can't work is it my disfigured, confused mind that
can't put the words together into sentences into phrases into paragraphs into pages
or is it me?
Whatever the case, I'm still trying
to improve myself no
matter what, even
if it
doesn't
seem like it.
Love you mom, thanks
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